Roulette with love

Let’s play a game you and I
How it ends? Who knows? Let’s try
Spin the barrel, yes one more time
unmorally maybe, but not a crime

As it spins I think somehow
Why our brains towards the lust do bow
we seek a soul mate, we seek, we do
but who can prove my soul mate’s you?

You feel it in you, the people say
Well why do I feel like decay
ripped from feelings, left here numb
That god, you call him, is not so dumb

He plays you like a marionette
I take it in my own hand and play roulette
Love is like it, you wonder why
Well when you lose it, I’m sure you’ll cry

You say, I’m happy now, more than I’ve ever been
Well have u tried antidepressive, I’ve heard it’s keen
To search for love is a foolish game
You say, how come? Why do you complain?

To you I say, I hold all cards
I put word to mind, just like a bard
You say love is wonderful like a prism
I say love is just pure schism

So put it to your head, and don’t be shy
God play with love, so why can’t I?
A shot at love, kiss loneliness goodbye
Six shots to be true, to make sure you die