Torture in living

Smiling is the worst torture you give.
Pretending is the worst lie you spread.
Steal claws cover her hope her chance her love.
She loved you, I loved you. That’s the worst.

When you realise.
You will die a little in side
Just as you made her die inside.

When you can comprehend what you did,
When you can focus your tiny mind on what you did.
Then may I begin to forgive but not forget.

Father, you disgust me.