Just a Little Sip

He said he wouldnt gulp too much
He said he wouldn't lie
When I turned my head to make sure
I found him left to die

Running through my feelings
Which one to choose
How much could it hurt
When there is something to lose

I'm mad
I'm angry
I'm sad
I'm cranky

Realizing he said one sip
Not knowing he took too much
Hoping to lose little
But lost so much more

Can't think why he did it
Can't think why he thought it
Just hoping its a dream
Realizing I'm not losing it

Hope he is happy now
Not in any pain
Just remember what he was that night
He was insane