My Errand Boy

i was hurt
you were there
i was frowning
and you looked at me
your eyes...

i shake my head.
maybe the snowglobe will disappear
and the end result
unhappiness
if you're gone...
but you're there.

am i happy you're here?
should i be letting you talk
that way you do.
theyre just lines but I let them in.
you don't even realize...
that I know what you're doing.

throw the wrapper on your floor
and throw my rep out of the door
but i just needed to be felt
i used you.
like you used me.
but you don't realize.
what i'm doing to you.

they will laugh
and you will laugh
and i will laugh
but only i will know...

you think you're smooth
with your you're beautifuls and candlelit stares
and [empty promises]
but i got you. and i let you.
and i want you to hold me.
so keep talking.
and touching.
and think you're john tucker.
you're just a ...

you say you'll do this
you say we'll do that
you take out your wallet
it's not just money,
you plan to take out tonight
and i know this
but i fake i don't and let you use me.
cuz i'm using you.
so laugh and hold that head up high.
cuz i don't care.

let the wrapper hit the floor
and my rep out of the door

i chose this
and i chose you
gel that hair
and be my errand boy

cuz i say i want this
and you fly up to chase
we're both smiling.
furtive wants

---funny how i say i want this so you'll go get it cuz i know you will. cuz the more i want, the more you want and the more you think you'll get and the more i know you'll get...but it's all a secret between both of us. i play a role of the girl who feeds into your lines and you play the role of the boy who talks it up and gets it tonight.---