Pain

The pain is like a knife
Stabbing all my insides
The pain is like lightning
Striking through all my lies

It hurts so much
I wish it would stop
My stomach turns and tosses
It feels like it locked

I knew I shouldnt went in there
I knew I should have stayed
I picked it up
And I sat there with it and just played

I didnt mean to do it
I regret yes I do
If you could have stopped me
Or I could of done that to

Tell me that you hate me
Tell me that you wish I die
Watch the tears roll down my face
And say its not a lie

I'm sorry for what I done
So just get over the past
Maybe if I wasnt there
Maybe you could ask

Hopefully you stay inside
And don't tear up my face
I'm sorry that I broke
Your one and only vase