Disappearing Act

one second, you're there
the next, you're not
i look and look
but i can't seem to find you
in this crowd
that swallows me whole
i look and search
but you; i can't see
what i can -
my friends,
my family -
is fuzzy
where did you go?
why can't i see you
if you're the most important thing
in my world?