Pain.

Don't kill me quickly
with a gun to my head
And don't give me a painless poinson
until I'm cold and dead

Kill me with lies
that hateful lok
in your eyes
Turn your voice into razorblades
coated in toxic despise

Hate me
and channel into me
your madness
Neglect me
and clog my arteries
with sadness

Scream me away
drown my sorrows in pain
then let my crying soul
be washed away with rain..