I do care

We started arguing over something that wasn't right
I stayed up thinking about it day and night
Yes you are one of my closest friends
And, yes, I do wish it could end
Sometimes I start to pick up the phone and call
But then I think 'why would you want to hear from me at all?'
I know we've been through a lot and it stays om my heart
I also hate that its tearing us apart
Maybe I'll stop being so stubborn and make it up to you one day
But just know when I say this I mean it in each and every way:
I do and have always cared.