I'll Stay the Same

They criticize and beat me with their words
They always make me cry
Even though I know
I'm getting what I deserve.

I've though I was so much better than everyone else
Now I've realized
I'm not even
Better than myself.

Go ahead and tell me
That I'm selfish,
Horrible, and weird,
I don't care because I've already seen.

I only care about myself
Not you, not them
Never will I care
For anyone else.

It's too late to change now
Since you've already seen
The real me, seen
Too much more than I can allow.

I won't change
I'll stay the bitch I am
Even though you think
It's strange.

But I'm not strong enough
To become what I should
To be deserving
Of your love.