Speechless

I went downtown to find you today
Thought you might be near somewhere like Avenue A
I'm not giving up, I'll keep on trying
Because I've left empty handed one too many times
Though the cold is numbing my fucking legs
And the snow swirls 'round the pounding in my head

I pass the churchyard, and no one's there
No sign of studded jackets, patches or dyed hair
I'm feeling hopeless, accepting defeat
'Cause even my Doc Martens won't keep me with dry feet
And all I want is a Colt 45
And your arm around me, just to keep me alive

I can't take it when the weather's this cold
I'm West Coast bound that's what I'm told
But New York City has my heart
And moving anywhere just might tear me apart
I know I'll see you sometime soon
And I just don't know what I'll do

It's snowing outside and I got things to do
But I don't wanna do 'em, 'cause I'm thinking of you
I can't believe I might see you again
You're not quite a lover, but you're not just a friend
And I can't even put it into words
But you're the one I think about with every song I've ever fucking heard