It Will Show Me No Remorse.

I've learnt to love my own company,
it's the only I can keep
Hide in my solitary fortress
I don't sow, so I don't reap
I'm not sure I have the warmth
to be growing any crops
My icy disposition
spawns very few snowdrops
The drawbridge to protect me
has been securely locked
I have long since lost the key
though they rarely knocked.

So I wait inside hoping
flowers will flourish through any gaps
sunflowers won't get caught
in my inferiority traps
because I don't know how to shine
and I just can't find the light
while you just radiate charm
like it was your birthright.

The darkness is easy
It requires no motivation
It needs no hope or joy
does not ask determination
Its is wholly encompassing
It is absorbing in it's force
But when the little light left has gone
it will show me no remorse.