My disease

I can feel but I can't show it,
and what you feel I just don't know it.
I can't look you in the eye,
I can't understand why someone cries.

I can't control what I say
I just say it anyway.
People think I'm just retarded
they don't know I'm mentally harmed.

Sometimes I behave as a child,
sometimes my feelings go wild.
Sometimes I become aggressive,
and other times I'm just depressive.

Asperger Syndrome is my decease,
I know I'll never have inner peace,
through all my life I will be sick,
for all my life I'm just a freak.