Parents?

My vains you can cut.
My heart you may break.
I don’t fucken care,
As if im a fake.
But, what’s the point?
You aint never gonna read this.
Im not gonna be missed,
No matter what happens.
Suicide may be the answer.
For me. I hide the pain under.
See, your ignoring me already.
Why? Just because im not ‘perfect’ like amee?
She isn’t what you think. She lies.
But im the one you despise?
Fuck that. No. don’t bother, I’ll learn to love myself.
Parent’s you call yourselves, but your not. You ignore you own daughter.
You’ve took every picture of her off the shelfs.
I’m too numb to feel anything. But i just want to know what’s the meaning?
“You didn’t know I liked you .. before did you?” – he asked.
Their you go, see? He loves me, but no one else.
Your love for me, went right on passed. HA! Don’t bother anymore, my ‘sister’ is their.
So pamper her, while I go through a hell hole, called my life.
It’s not fair. But I cant help but stare.
Im the real one. I aint no barbie doll fake. It’s getting old ‘Mom & Dad” for god sakes.