Dieing disease
Is it sick to know,
I still think of the ways
to allow my body to go?
I have been trying my best
to improve everything about myself
but it appeared to be worthless.
I worked hard and labored all day
but for all you think of me
I might as well fade away.
Its like everything I achieve is wrong
and you wonder why I am usually by myself
its because I'm singing my favorite song
so I can save my from myself.
I tend to find myself thinking.
Do I forget it all and have fun
Or improve it all and get fixing.
I never know what to do
all I ever tried was to impress you
You never accepted me
even with better grades
and even changing me.
I tried to compromise
but with all the rockiness
I cant help but demise.
I think of all the times you've said cruel things
I think of all the times I was innocent
I think of all the times I nearly gave up.
The only thing thats not making me lose my sanity.
Is the future I know I have held for me.
I will prove you wrong.
But still I find alarming thoughts
I think its time to fix it
but I know times like these would destroy all I got.
Its the little things like these
That make me have the dieing disease.
I still think of the ways
to allow my body to go?
I have been trying my best
to improve everything about myself
but it appeared to be worthless.
I worked hard and labored all day
but for all you think of me
I might as well fade away.
Its like everything I achieve is wrong
and you wonder why I am usually by myself
its because I'm singing my favorite song
so I can save my from myself.
I tend to find myself thinking.
Do I forget it all and have fun
Or improve it all and get fixing.
I never know what to do
all I ever tried was to impress you
You never accepted me
even with better grades
and even changing me.
I tried to compromise
but with all the rockiness
I cant help but demise.
I think of all the times you've said cruel things
I think of all the times I was innocent
I think of all the times I nearly gave up.
The only thing thats not making me lose my sanity.
Is the future I know I have held for me.
I will prove you wrong.
But still I find alarming thoughts
I think its time to fix it
but I know times like these would destroy all I got.
Its the little things like these
That make me have the dieing disease.