To sad to live

I felt the pain when you broke up with me,
I fell to the ground and I felt my heart brake into two,
Water filled my eyes so I couldn't see.
You walked away as I was in pain,
You didn't even turn around while you walked away in the rain,
I went home to find a sharp knife,
So I could end my life.
I dreamed that you would come and stop me,
But no one was there to help me.
I started to cut my skin,
It was so thin.
I watched the blood run down my arm,
I heard my clock alarm,
Then I heard nothing,
I knew that now I had Nothing,
I listened to the doctors trying to save me,
I wanted to to let me be.
I saw a bright light,
And knew that I was dying.