This is Me

Don't look at me,
I'm pathetic
Not worth your eyes,
Or thought.
I live this life all useless,
I'm a pathetic worthless mess.
I'm not worth your time.

I walk these halls in dread,
As I hate my life
The good things that DO happen
Never last long.
I'm the silent kid in class,
Who looks fine and glad.
While deep inside I'm dying.
This body's almost dead.
It's full of pain and sorrow.
That you can't even begin to see.
I walk all alone
Wanting it to end.
I sit at this desk,
Just trying to pretend
Faking that simple smile,
That hides all the pain.
Acting like everything's okay...