Good Girl

Devistation crashes over me
As I begin to realize everything I see
From the heartache to unbarable pain
Feeling it over and over again
Everyday I live this life
Is just another stab with a knife
I wake up wondering "Will this end?"
But just going through all the pain again
Feeling alone, like an outcast of the world
I don't feel the same, I'm not that good girl
I hide all the pain with a simple smile
But sometimes it can't always hide
All the pain I feel inside
Maybe one day I won't be alone
MAybe one day everything will change
And I can be that good girl again...