mySELF.

I gaze into the broken mirror
And see a crying soul
The dark is looming nearer
Unto my precious pearl
I can't seem to escape
The voices, the chattering
Inside my head
Can't seem to drape
The talking, the mocking
In which fear has been fed
My thoughts are drifting clouds
In a sky of nothingness
I walk into my imagination's ocean
And melt away into madness
I have known betrayal
How it feels to loose a friend
In the lightest gale
I'm hoping for the end
But something tugs
Not wanting
For the knife to take my life
Thoughts of unwanted suicide
So sweet, to end my strife
I wish I hadn't known
How it hurts
To have a friend
Turn their head and walk away
Not to speak to you again
I don't know
Who to trust
I'm pitifully confused
I don't know
If my body shall rust
By always being used
I'm tired
Of you telling me
What to do
Inspiration's fire
Beckons me
Away from you
But in the dreams
I'm every piece
In the broken mirror
Reluctantly staring at my reflection
And when my breath shall cease
I'll have known affection
My destiny
Will have been a false reality
As I have given you my love
Promise
Will you greet me
In heavens above?