Confused.

You have never felt happier but you never felt worse,

You never had a real smile but you never cried so much,

and you finally felt trust but finally fell apart.

You don't know what to do anymore

You let him into your life

and you want him to be the one.

The one that takes your heart and never gives it back.

But at the same time you want to just take him out of your life

you don't want to be bothered by him at all.