Summer would never be the same

The summer come closing
The house supposed to be a home
But I feel so different now.
Maybe things can't go back at all.

The time wants to rewind
Just to say goodbye to what was forgotten.
But this is not how life works
And I'll learn things I need to learn anyways.

The school hours were long.
Revealing in their ways
But they can't hold me forever
There are bigger and better things for me.

The days bleed wasted.
Forget the past and focus on the future.
But what is future anyway?
If not, just a reminder that all things end.

The heart beats lonely.
Just wanted someone to understand
But I never understood myself.
There is the simplicity of my life.

The summer comes closing
Lots of people I see.
But I feel the same
Just the hopeless girl that never was.