Foolish Girl

I can't stand
the way I think
act
or even speak sometimes

The words that come from me
don't sound a word
like me
at all

Who am I trying to be?
Some girl who mixes with the crowd?
some one who is the same
as every one else?

I can't be this way anymore
toying with other's emotions
using and ruining
others lives

a foolish girl I am
I need to be just me
not to pretand to be
a monster

Sometimes, I are
no better then
him
the one who broke me

I need to be me
a need to stay calm
I need to breath
I need to remember

who I am. . .