Painful Victory

I feel broken

Sick and alone

Holding onto all that I can

Searching for the place called home

I feel fallen

Crying and bleeding

Calling for help

But no one hears my screaming

I feel helpless

Limp and dead

Wanting something more

But it all stayed the same instead

I feel alone

Gone and insane

I thought I had won

But I had just started the game

I feel targeted

Accused and used

Hurting so deeply inside

Hiding from the truth

I feel pained

All by myself

But I wanna get through it that way

I'm not taking any help

I think I'll get there

Battered and bruised

But at least I'll know

I didn't lose;;