Painful Victory
I feel broken
Sick and alone
Holding onto all that I can
Searching for the place called home
I feel fallen
Crying and bleeding
Calling for help
But no one hears my screaming
I feel helpless
Limp and dead
Wanting something more
But it all stayed the same instead
I feel alone
Gone and insane
I thought I had won
But I had just started the game
I feel targeted
Accused and used
Hurting so deeply inside
Hiding from the truth
I feel pained
All by myself
But I wanna get through it that way
I'm not taking any help
I think I'll get there
Battered and bruised
But at least I'll know
I didn't lose;;
Sick and alone
Holding onto all that I can
Searching for the place called home
I feel fallen
Crying and bleeding
Calling for help
But no one hears my screaming
I feel helpless
Limp and dead
Wanting something more
But it all stayed the same instead
I feel alone
Gone and insane
I thought I had won
But I had just started the game
I feel targeted
Accused and used
Hurting so deeply inside
Hiding from the truth
I feel pained
All by myself
But I wanna get through it that way
I'm not taking any help
I think I'll get there
Battered and bruised
But at least I'll know
I didn't lose;;