I Have an Addiction to My Sharpeners Blade.

They say i should be scared cuz it hurts
but honestly, im scared cuz it works.
a way to take all pain away
a drug im using day by day
an addiction that i dont wanna own
put the doctor on speedial on the telephone
cuz one day i might cut to deep
one day i wont awake from my sleep
a box full of sharp objects makes me better
but it may be too late to write a goodbye letter
cuz right now i cant control my ways
when the knife goes in its all a blurry haze
all i see is red and it calms my nerve
but in the end its what i deserve.
so just incase i slip tonight
if by some chance i dont do it right
i'll take this chance, i may as well
to say goodbye to bid farewell.