I'll Be Damned

Swirling around deep inside my suboncious mind
The ever-racing thoughts I suppress beat about
Thumping in arhythmia with my lively pulsating veins
Shroudedless guilt devours and becomes my pain

I'm at fault for this mess; if only had I held my tongue
This monstrous burden we wouldn't have to bear
Stupified in terror and lost in the dark curtains
The light taunts us, whispering away minute despair

Once already has this companionship sustained wounds
Lonely were we left to discreetly ponder mistakes
The magnetic pull attracted us toward one another
But the problems were still enough we were doomed

Slowly the illusion that we've been living fades
Our perfect partnership now put into a more logical perspective
These problems we share are many, but our hearts will always be one
We must solve them before we're finished, done

Twist our unrelenting sorrow into undistilled bliss
Manipulate the pain into something beautiful and relaxing
Exhaust the problem until metamophosis makes it a solution
Whip the shadowed demon until he shines brightly as an angel

Tear down the black drapes and embrace the light
Lock all our mara away in the damp cellar named subconcious
Throw away past pain and suffering and focus on the now
I'll be damned if we create an unfillable void without a fatal fight