I Saw It All Over Your Face.

Maybe someday we will find each other again,
With our heads in our hands.
We'll glance up at one another in shock & regret
Of all that we have anxiously left.
I won't want to admit my faults & wrongs,
But you won't exactly help me along.
You'll look at me & I at you
And then you'll know the whole truth.
Even when he held me close,
It was you I still, in my head, chose.
Even when I kissed his lips
I still pretended it was your lips.
And when you saw me that day so long ago,
With the tears & mized feelings I could not show,
I wanted you there to hold me tight
And be the one who chased away the fright.
I remember how much you loved me,
No matter how hard you tried to leave.
I know you felt for me the same way i felt for you always:
why couldn't life just go and let us stay?
Why did life have to hurt so badly, burn the touch?
Why couldn't we just be the one couple you made it for once?
Maybe one day we will,
But then again if that were true, you'd be mine still.