Two More Years

I never realized how stupid I was
To think that everything would be alright
The lies and the pain
Never went away
When everything seems to get better
You always find some way
To bring us all down
I know you don't mean to hurt us
That's the last thing on your list
But that's the only thing you're capable of doing.

I never realized how scared I am
Your life seems to be flying before my eyes
You dragged everyone into this mess
I'm just too overwhelmed to face the truth
And find a way out
It could be over soon
It all could just end
Right then and there
"Just two more years..."
But I can't say goodbye
Not today, not tomorrow
But this is the hardest part of living...

Being afraid of death.