Missed Love

For a special love

I thought I had but lost

And destroyed with passion.

I cry every night hoping for it to return but it doesn't.

He doesn't call or come over.

It's like I don't exist anymore.

I ask god why?

He does this to me but does not answer.

I should know the pain because it happens all the time to me.

Every time I care for a man he breaks my heart.

No, different with this one.

So why should I try or even care.