Do you think someone who is about to rape you is going to stop and think about a condom?

i.
you had one too many drinks that night.
the one where you lost your virginity, that is.
neon lights blinded you, and all you heard were
unrecognizable voices. he took you outside,
where you fell upon freshly cut grass.
defiant you were, but the alcohol soon
tool over and your body became numb.

ii.
afterwards, you awoke. blood was
on the bed next to you, and a camera stood in the corner.
he glanced at you and smirked.
your invaded body attempted to reach the exit,
but you couldn't even make it to the doorknob.