Say Goodbye

Sitting alone, letting the tears fall
I’m just so sick and tired of it all
Every time, we just have to fight
And I find myself crying, deep into the night

When at last I fall asleep
Makes no difference, the pain can keep
It’s there again when morning arrives
Leading me to wonder if I can really be alive

I don’t understand how you make me feel this way
Shedding tears and blood over you, night and day
I’ve been battered and torn from everything you’ve said
Nothing but pain on the journey we’ve led

Yet I find myself running back to make amends
Every time ‘I’m sorry, can we be friends?’
How can you have this control over me?
I wish you’d let it go and allow me to be free

Instead I’m stuck here, lying on my bed
Your cruel words running round and round in my head
The tears come again and I find myself crying
The way I feel, I’m sure I’d rather be dying

I really want it all to work out
I’m lying to myself, I have my doubts
You say you care but we both know
You really don’t, so I’ll just go

This time I’m definitely not coming back
It’s too late for you to pick up the slack
So now it’s with this fateful sigh
I end what we had and say goodbye