death

Blue tears stream down my face
Like a river with no end
I look around at those who are a some body
And wounder why i am not them
I have been abused and beaten, hit at and punched
No one believes me and no one wants to listen
So i go through out my day alone
With no one who wants to stand at my side

When i go home i hide in my room
Because i am tried of the aduse
My mom is an alcholic and when she is drunk
She is very agresive
It is hard to believe that a person can live this way
But this part in my life has no end
I cry myself to sleep at night and hope
That tomarrow will be different

At this point in my life
The only thing that seems right
Is a knife to my heart
At least i no that i will suffer no more
The only thing that i want to see is death.