Drowning.

it feels good
back into the drug
no one knows
and none will
they might hint
but what they dont know wont hurt them
the world tilts.
my eyes get heavy.
my face burns slightly
i smile
my head gets the strain.
its pops
no longer a bad trip.
i like the fire.
i like it all
more please?
one more
two more
three more
the bottle is empty
lets hunt for more
are there more?
further down the hole.
im at the bottom
no like
yay!
my goal was reached.
im down
down dark deep paths.
down ways i cant tell you.
down ways i can only draw out
scratch on paper
shapes, faces. destroy
all of it
no
im floating up
no
no
no
im in water
back at the medium
i want to go back down
i want to drown.