Past Present, And Future

I'm sure you're out there
And I'm sure you're waiting
Mine for the taking
And now I'm contemplating
Since I've grown quite a lot
I know more than they've taught
But you can't miss
What you've never had
So I go on like a nomad
Searching for something to fill
This hole, to give me a thrill
within my soul, quite still
Unmoving
The light, I'm still losing
And to be careless is to be reckless
But all isn't hopeless
And though I know this
I continue to fall
Through such a vast vortex
And to think
I once wanted to end it all
Through silence, I continue to call
The wind shall take me
To where I need to go
Through Trauma
And drama
I will continue to grow
Learn all I need to know
I need no hinderance
What I need is deliverance
With line, stanza, and rhyme
I will come to my time
And I will rise above
Filled with hope and love
Above this disastrous world
Where hate has unfurled