fall into you

let me fall into your arms

into your safe embrace

into your warmth

this winter has fallen

this winter land

that knows not the sun

just the harsh winds

and hard wet snow

not at all soft like in childrens dreams

now all i know is the darkness

and the pain of it all

i wish it away

close my eyes

pretend it was all a bad dream

how many time must the blade cut

before i taste sweet darkness

how many tears must i cry

how many nights

must your face plague me

before i can sleep

must you invade my every living monent

with stupid thoughts

with stupid tears

even as i sleep i see

your happy smiling face

and i try not to cry

try not to break

try not to fall further

without you

there is not fight

and im fading away

every seccond im away from you

im losing

RAY 29-12-06