Shaking Bones

My bones vibrate with fear,
I feel the need for tears.

I can barely write,
My hands are shaking.
My heart urns for for clearity,
That my body is faking.

Everything seems all right,
When im really filled with endless fright.
Dark figures lurk around everywhere,
But can i gather the courage to fight or to tare?

I say Im alright,
That everythings fine.
When really theres confusion,
Running through my mind.

Im tired of giving up,
Im tired of looking frail.
I want to be able to think for myself,
Not some one else paying my bail.

So I dont know what Im doing,
So big deal, isn't it suppose to be fun?
Im going to mark down my territory,
And Im not going to run.

So i sit here,
My bones shaking with fear.