My fear

I fear the silence
when im alone.
I fear the thoughts
that are my own.

the horrific voice
inside my head.
It yells at me
when im in bed.

It says awful things
until i cant see whats real.
Calling me fat
when i have wounds to heal.

It doesnt help
with the people around
screaming and yelling
making me feel bound.

then the voice
he comes back in
making me get a tack
the scrape at my skin

this voice it haunts
when no ones near
and can even hurt
the ones i hold dear.

it destroys me from
the inside out
kills my soul
thats what its about

and when i send
the voice away
it leaves for once
but comes another day

but ive found a light
someone I love
he helps me out
the boy i belove

his hazel eyes
that shimmer gold
his wondeful hugs
for me to hold

his crimson lips
when they touch mine
his soft hair
makes everything fine

he takes the voice
and makes it leave
and inserts his own
for me to believe

hes like a fantasy
for me to live in
surrounded by magic
from his love within