nice "story" laur....i don't know where to start...ok....how about this...i am disapointed in you.....not mad....just disapointed.....ok....this may sound mean but....i believe that i am one of you best friends....if i'm not please correct me cause i'd like to know.....next i feel hurt now......i have been wanting to talk to you for weeks on end and you keep changing the subject like you don't turst me.....it makes me feel like i'm not being a good friend when somebody else has to tell me whats going on with you...and don't be mad at them for telling me.....you talk to bre and you talk to cat and you even talk to lauren m. but you you won't even talk to me someone that has been or at least tried to be a friend to you for 4 years.....hell lauren you have even talked to suggie more than you have talked to me....and next you lied to me....you lied about mike to me and what ya'll did you said one time!!! ONE fuckin time....and i know that it's not any of my buisness but if your going to tell me at least tell me the fuckin truth!!....and kates you've known him for what a few weeks and ...and you've....well i can't even bring myself to say it......lauren i love you but i just don't know anymore.....you was actually one of the first poeple i met when i began school at horatio! do you not remember that..... we used to be really close...i mean really close....but if you won't talk to me i can't help or even try to help....man me you and sug used to hang out almost every weekend and just have fun....now it's like you've you've changed....and i don't mean changed just like changed but i mean really changed.....i havn't figured out if there is going to be enough room for me or many of your old friends in you new "life" ......i sorry but i can't sit here and type everything i have on my mind i just don't have the time....but i will tell you that for the last 6wks or so all i have been trying to do is figure out what i have done to make us grow apart as friends but i just can't figure it out.......why don't you give me a call when you read this or the next time you can and maybe we can talk...and i mean really talk without changing the subject.....and for the record i have NEVER NEVER done anything to you to make you not trust me........so anyway....i think that if this makes you feel better telling complete strangers about your life the by all means go right ahead ...i have learned more reading this than i ever knew about you.......I LOVE YOU!!!
July 3rd, 2009 at 08:00am