it shows the bare thoughts of someone with an eating disorder and the twisted denial that comes with it , I would know ....because I live with thoughts like these every day
although I would not consider myself to have bulimia as I don't binge (on thousands of calories), I would say I crave the high feeling I get from it , it is as the title say a complusion , something created out of fear of loosing control
“You probably did notice the signs, Alex, you just didn’t want to believe it.”
this struck a cord with me as I recently found out my mother knows about my purging, but she is in denial, most mothers usually are.... I suppose they hate to think that something they could create could destroy themselves in such a horrid way
goodness that was long and slightly depressing sorry for that :/
anyway what I wanted to basically say is your a fantastic writer ! and keep up the food work :D
it shows the bare thoughts of someone with an eating disorder and the twisted denial that comes with it , I would know ....because I live with thoughts like these every day
although I would not consider myself to have bulimia as I don't binge (on thousands of calories), I would say I crave the high feeling I get from it , it is as the title say a complusion , something created out of fear of loosing control
“You probably did notice the signs, Alex, you just didn’t want to believe it.”
this struck a cord with me as I recently found out my mother knows about my purging, but she is in denial, most mothers usually are.... I suppose they hate to think that something they could create could destroy themselves in such a horrid way
goodness that was long and slightly depressing sorry for that :/
anyway what I wanted to basically say is your a fantastic writer ! and keep up the food work :D