August 19th, 2011 at 01:07am
I'll preface this by saying that you've always been one of my favorite writers on Mibba, I mean it. And after returning from a six-month self-imposed exile from Mibba, I was very curious to see what you've been writing.
I love this. love love love. In spite of how short this is, or perhaps because it's so short, you've managed to create a powerful and tightly woven portrait of heartbreak. You have such an effortlessly elegant style to your writing; each sentence flows naturally with the next. One standout line:
Mud is splattered over my heart from where you left your footprint, all dainty and neat with the heel cracking through my breastplate. Did you mean to stamp there, or was it just a careless kick as I passed by you on your high horse?
Just the way you take that high horse metaphor and turned it into literal action is incredible. It made my chest hurt for a moment. It's beautiful, especially the stark contrast of the words "dainty and neat" with "cracking" and "stamp".
Hmm. I realize this was written in July. So I guess this comment is five months late, whatever!
The imagery you get from the descriptions and the words you use are all perfect and it just flows together wonderfully, never giving you time to stop and think and just letting you devour every moment of it - like you're experiencing it all yourself. I have to say my favourite line is, "If I'm smiling tomorrow, it's a fucking miracle, but it's a porcelain grin and it's easily broken" because it's just so realistic and something about the use of the words 'porcelain' and ‘fucking’ make the imagery so much more vivid. I dislike it when people just throw swear words into their writing just for the sake of it, but I think here it just emphasises everything that bit more. Also, the end with them not wanting the 'pity to jump down' was really good because when someone hurts you, a lot of the time you don’t want their pity, it’s almost an insult and I think this comes across. (How I read it anyway!) But that’s also what I love about this – the fact that anybody who reads it can interpret it for what they want, and that is a really good talent to have because it makes it have the ability to be completely personal to the reader. At least, I love that anyway!
Sorry if this is awfully rambly but I couldn't read it and not respond in some way! You have a seriously lovely style of writing and I'm definitely going to check out some more stuff. I know this was written a while ago but hopefully you won't mind. :)