Okay, you are an amazing writer. I just found your story and I can't stop reading it. Not only because you're such a great writer, but because I can really relate. Almost everything I've read so far can pretty much explain what I'm thinking every day. But hang in there and keep writing. :]
it's called venting. I can't tell anyone else these things so why not? You people don't know me so what the fuck do I care? it's a record for myself that no one else (I know) can read and understand.
wow u have a lot of guts putting stuff like that out there. i mean we all deal with shit, but not everyone is brave enough to just let it out for the world to see. I hope things start going ur way soon. don't give up (no matter how cliche that sounds, and even tho i hated it when ppl tell me that). but anyway, just keep breathing.
Damn. I just read your whole story and from what I can tell, you're a REALLY good writer. The way it's set up, the emotion, it's just so real. Much better than half the junk on this website. It takes a lot to put stuff like that out in public so I give you a lot of credit. Sounds like you've been through a lot of shit, but I hope it's getting better for you. I really do.
You're welcome! And yeah, I feel you, I do the same thing haha (Isn't it funny when you go back and look at what you've written from a while ago and you're like...."WTF was I thinking?!!" lol) Writing is an excellent coping mechanism. I think the reason I liked this so much is because I've been through some of that before, and the way you put it into words really summed it up...? I mean, not the booze and drugs, I'm pretty much straight-edge when it comes to that * This is SO not because I'm a crazy drunk person* Hah! But the cutting, I can relate to. It's tough to really talk about it openly. And that fact that you're brave enough to put it out here, well, that's pretty gosh darn amazing :)
Oh and I left you a comment but since I'm technologically challenged, it ended up not making sense, because what I meant to say was " I totally didnt get a chance to read your comment b/c I was studying for finals" not " studying for comments". lol
thanks. alot. that's really. just wow. I didn't even think anyone read it beside me(for revisions and stuff, y'know...and okay, so I like to read my things some times. heh.) but that really means alot to me. thanks. and yeah, I'm going through some tough shit, but this is helping me cope. thanks just for what you said. it's like. I dunno. okay, rambling. gunna stop. but yeah, thanks. :)
You know, you're a really good writer :) I mean, obviously, I can't be like, "Oh my gosh! This is soooo interesting! Continue feeling depressed so i can greedily gobble up the remnants!" But, even though the subject matter is more on the "dark side", I love the way you have portrayed your feelings, especially since they are personal. In my opinion, personal feelings are the only ones that count. Because they're real. It's not just some rambling little story about nothing. So, hey! Even though you're going through tough shit, at least you have your writing, right?
PS. I usually don't comment on stories. But yours kind of touched me :)