January 18th, 2011 at 11:03am
Its too cute.
So so cute.
The christmas scene made me so happy. I wish Brendon had been able to spend time with his parents though.. I just feel so terrible about him not being able to. It makes me sad... but its cool.
I love love love Ryan's reaction to them getting signed. It was very cute and I didn't expect it of him, but at the same time it made a lot of sense for him to squeal and hug Brendon :3
Maybe he only snuggled into Brendon at night because there was no one else there.
I really loved this paragraph. I really felt Brendon'sinsecurity and his loneliness and his need for Ryan. The last line that I've just quoted, that really pushed the point and it's just such a wonderful line. Word-perfect.
At one house he saw two small bikes next to the tree and a girl hugging her mother. At another, he saw a teenager holding her little brother in her lap while she helped him dig into his stocking. At another he saw two adults holding hands at the kitchen table.
"I want to be your boyfriend." he whispered. "But not yet."
"Just for a little while." Ryan whispered.
I loved the whole Christmas scene, it felt so Christmassy (technical writing term, that is.