What If I Can't Forget You? - Comments

Don't worry! I like it when you switch POVs. I especially love Oli's POV. and why does Vicky keep spending a lot of time with Alexis if him and Oli are only gonna be together for 6 days?!?!
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thEY ARE SO CUTE AHHH when i read this i feel like i'm going through all vic's feelings and i get so emotional but then theres a happy ending and i just kind of melt and am happy again. i love your writing so much

This story is so adorable I can't even...omg they're the cutest thing ever thank god they're back together now and I hope Alexis is ok aww Mike needs to visit her omg

Yes! They didn't fight! It feels so good to have Vicky home!
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aww!!! I'm so happy they are finally back together!

Aww, this was a very sweet chapter, it's so nice to see them back together again!

Awww! Oli is so sweet! He took the time to make sure Mike was okay and everything. I think Alexis is gonna be fine and Vic needs to come home soon!!!!!
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;______; my poor heart can't take this anymore. I freaking love your story it's probably my 4th time reading this over again from the beginning and so eager to read the next chapter.

I'm glad that Oli and Mike are bonding more, i'm sure Vic is going to love that when he gets back but I do hope what Oli said convinces Mike to go and see Alexis at the hospital, because we all know he's a silly boy and he'll regret it if he doesn't.
I'm happy you updated, it was such a nice update too! <3

OMG Alexis was in critical condition, jeeze! As always I love when we get inside Oli's mind and Mike's too for that matter. I feel like you really made Mike and Oli come together in this last chapter. Usually there's really no connection between the 2 but I felt like you bridged it here. I was freaking out when Mike just broke down and told Oli that he cheated. I wasn't expecting such honesty from him, espcially with Oli. It's good that Oli finally realizes how it feels when he doesn't share his feelings with Vic, I feel like that will help their relationship later somehow. I would expect Oli to be a little selfish with his time with Vic but being there with Mike and focusing on that really shows a new side of Oli that I like. He's much more caring now and Mike is more open than he was. I can't decide if I'm mad at Mike at the moment tho, ha! Great last 2 chapters, still extremely intrigued!

that was really sad aw stupid mike freaking out and stuff
ahhh whats oli got planned i aM SO CURIOUS NOW

but yes that was a really good mix of sadness and seriousness and cute joking but poor alexis ))):

64 chapters?! I know what I'm doing for the rest of my day xP

nooooooooo, Mike! D: My poor baby. my poor idiot. Augh.

But then there is Oli to make everything better. :) Now isn't Vic just super lucky.

You're so lucky you get to see PTV!
Anyway, I don't hate mike. I just hate the fact that he cheated on sweet Alexis
Anxious for the next update but I know it will be a little while
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UK for PTV? LUCKY. Omg mike you're so stupid but I feel so bad at the same time.... AWWWW Oli is so sweet <3 I. Love. This. Story.

MIKE YOU STUPID BOY. I sort of hate him for doing that but I feel bad for him so I sort of don't. AH SO MANY FEELS and I just wanna know if Alexis is okay ahh.
Anyway, as usual, this was perfect <3 and have an amazing time seeing PTV!

omg mIKE WAT R U DOING sigh i want to punch him but like a gentle get your shit together shoulder punch. it must be so awkward for oli helping him through all this aw
omg have fun seeing ptv! best research trip ever

Okay, so since it has been a while, I hope that you are in fact prepared for this long frackin comment you’re about to receive. I wanted you to know first that I have to organize all of my thoughts so I’m going to go by each update that I missed. I’ll just give you a couple things for each! So, here we go….WHAT?!!!!!!!!!
PT. 49
It is so lovely that Vic cares so much for Oli. I think that it’s endearing that’s he’s constantly worried about his feelings and everything because even though you may love someone that’s NOT always the way that it is. The fact that Vic goes to Tom to make sure that he’s got someone who knows (whether he knows intentionally or not, lol) I just love. I especially adore how much Tom appreciates their relationship and just having Vic in Oli’s life in general. Also I loved how Vic tried to talk Oli out of his nerves for the radio show. It was too precious that they would both rather just stay in and be with each other instead of taking advantage of being away from their homes and doing something fancy. Finally their little “recreation” of the London Eye date turned me into a flipping puddle of mush. *squeee* just so precious!
PT. 50
I don’t have much to say about this update other than- :’,0’,’,’,’,’,----- (that’s actually what I look like crying…) Their goodbye was so sad, it hurts just to think about. :’(
OH! I almost forgot about the most fracked up part…. MIKE! The hell? Alexis being in love with Vic was just absurd.
PT. 51
I was glad to see a POV for Mike. I love reading things from Vic’s perspective as well as Oli’s! There’s just something about reading how Mike is doing from his POV instead of how Vic sees it that makes me happy. My favorite part though is that usually I can finally understand his thought process, especially for when he does dumb shite like pulled here. I was super happy that they made up in the end though. It brought butterflies to my heart! Our boy Mikey is growing up!
PT. 52
Reading about Vic being so darn out of it made me sad. My heart hurt for him and how much he missed Oli and they’d only been apart for almost a day. I though that it was absolutely adorable that he’d already started a count down! I totally understand how Vic feels about missing everything. It’s how I feel in life right now, my youngest sister started high school two weeks ago. I expected her to talk to me about how much she hates it because of all the people and their immaturities, just like she said she had felt over the summer. Instead when I finally had time to sit down and talk with her about it she told me that she loved it! I don’t even know when her opinion changed, it really made me realize how much of life I’m kinda missing out on right now. It also made me sad to read about Oli’s wrist because of him “finally having fun for once” I love the fact that they absolutely adore each other, however, sometimes their dependence gets the better of them.  I’m not trying to be unsympathetic to their situation because the way their relationship is quite difficult but…
PT. 53
I was very glad to see that Vic was starting to get back to his normal self! When Oli surprised him by coming early I was cheesin’ :D I was sad for a bit for Vic because he felt like no one wanted to do anything with him, and their couples night made him miss Oli even more but it turned out to work better for him in the end! Vic’s rapid fire round was hilarious! It made me smile that the first place Oli went was the hammock! That’s kinda like their little sanctuary. When Oli told Vic that “I shouldn’t be anywhere else but here, with you” my heart stopped. That had to be single most sweetest thing I’ve ever read in my life(only to later find out you topped that updates following, lol).
PT. 54
How content they are watching the other sleep is either ridiculously cute or quite creepy. I don’t know, their Christmas conundrum is quite the predicament and I can’t wait to see what they do! Oli’s Oskar argument was adorable and I think that may have almost sold Vic. I think that they should both just make either waffles or pancakes for the other and then put them in a zip lock freezer bag and freeze them it’d be just like the eggo(I am not going to assume that because we all know what happens when you assume. The deal is that they package frozen waffles, and pancakes and they’re deliciously delish! You pop them in a toaster or a microwave and enjoy :D) stuff. When Vic was talking about protecting Oli I think that my heart may have melted a little bit!
PT. 55
This update brought a major thought to the surface… when( because I don’t see an end in sight for them and if there is one, I’ll probably die) they decide to move in with each other, where are they going to move? Are they going to stay in San Diego? Will they move to Sheff? Will they have a small flat both places? Or will they pick somewhere new and just start a life there? When I read that they were going to have to cancel their Disney land trip I wanted to cry but then when Vic was talking about questioning their relationship because of something that he wasn’t telling him… ugh.
PT. 56
It kinda made laugh that Vic woke up with a hangover… I don’t know why, I think because it just kinda seemed like their roles were reversed. For one it was Vic that the one that was questioning everything and the one abusing a substance, while Oli just kinda remained calm about the whole thing. Then they made up and THEN Vic said that he wasn’t going to be going with Oli when he left and I was like :’{ “WHYYYYYYYYYY” but then Oli explained and I understood and agreed. I was still unhappy about it but it was the best.
PT. 57
It was good learning about Oli’s reasoning for not going to Disney… I was like SQUEEEEE! They get to spend more time together! Then when Vic gets sick I got all sad again. They just can’t be carefree for too long. :[ I thought how protective Oli got over the situation was absolutely adorable though. I’ll say this again, they’re so cute together I can’t stand it!!!PT. 58
Aww, Vic was in the ladies room  poor thing, although I think that I was a man and was about to become violently ill I would probably opt for the ladies room too, it seems like the cleaner option. I’ll even tell you something funny. I have a fear of the mens bathroom, at work when there’s someone in the girls I have to wait because the thought of even looking in the mens room just scares the crap out of me let alone using it… I love reading about how Oli is taking care of Vic…lolz bath time! When Oli left though, holy crap. I wanted to die… “when I finally closed it behind me, I feel like a part of me died.” Ugh god… this was my heart - <s3, yep it cracked in half… I was basically dead.
PT. 59
Okay, I was still basically dying when I read the beginning of this. The fact that Vic was in the same state as Oli and sick killed me even harder… I loved the lightheartedness of the middle though….Then I felt so bad for them when Oli had to tell Vic about him getting into trouble and the picture that got taken of them. Poor Vic.
PT. 60
Okay can I just tell you that Oli’s text to Vic cracked me up? I would love to see a video of Oliver Sykes doing karaoke because he can’t SING for shit! Glad he’s back to his old self though. Squeeee! The flowers, too frackin cute! I think that it’s adorable that whenever Alexis or Mike is worrying about something they go to Vic. THE TATTOO! AHHHHH and their FOREVER!!! PRETTY PLEASE I HOPE SO!
PT. 61
When Oli commented on how Vic dresses worse than a child in kindergarten I couldn’t contain my laughter. My sister and I were talking about Vic and how he dresses she saw a picture of him in a blue Hawaiian shirt and some yellow shorts and his usual hat Lol, it was pretty funny. Then when they were talking and Oli fell asleep and Mike Casey had a laugh. I wanted to just give Vic a huge hug when he realized he was thinking about running away from tour to be with Oli. Poor dears.
The talk that Vic had with Jaime made my heart happy though, then we find out that Jaime sent Oli a text telling about his man’s problems… absolutely precious.
PT. 62
Precious how worried Vic was about Oli when he saw there had been trouble at one of Oli’s shows. I love their lighthearted moments. I know that I’ve said that already but they really make my heart happy. When they were talking about Vic’s Spanish I was cracking up because when he’s sitting next to someone like Jaime and he’s talking in Spanish and then Vic imitates him it’s hilarious just because it kinda sounds wrong coming out of his mouth, ya know? The pillow! That was frackin adorable that he would have that made for based on an off hand comment.
PT. 63
OSKAR!!!!!
I feel so bad for Mike, that’s awful. That’s so sad I was hoping that whatever was going to happen wouldn’t be too bad and even though it wasn’t directly to Oli and Vic it’s still just as terrible because they’re friends and just poor Mike. They were getting so close if she ends up dying that will be so awful. I feel like that would the end of him trying to get close to anyone again. :’(

So with all that being said I hope you enjoyed this short story.. lol. Seriously though, that was three pages when I typed it up in word

why is everything going wrong for them nO THEYVE BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH MY POOR BABIES ))): and whats wrong with alexis is she okay i dont want her to die shes so nice mike needs her nOOOO

whoa i totally forgot about alexis lol for a second i was completely confused then it dawned on me duhh its mike's gf lol....im nervous for the next update!