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I love you. A whole fucking lot; I've said that before, haven't I?

And though I complain about not having any words left,
I'll still scrape together the ones I've already used,
and I'll try to make this halfway "normal".

So.. it's 12:50, am, that is.
And you're my hero.
This took me some time to read,
because people surround me,
but, of course, I had to read it, didn't I?
How could I wait a whole day to read something you've written.

So I gracefully ran out of the room and read it.
And thank God I did. People would ask.
Because I was so completely glued to the screen that-
Thank God I wore glasses, I'd be blind by now.

And I sat there and felt a little pathetic because I was swallowed by the story.
And I read myself. And I read people I know.
And I read people's lives.

And then I may have cried at some point, but who..

And I thought that it is such a shame that this is real.
People, today, do treat each other that way.
And I thought about that for a while.
But then I looked a bit deeper and I realized that I have no right to complain.

Because I am so fucking lucky to have you as a friend.

And I felt so guilty for letting you help me all those times,
cause I should be the one to clean up my mess;
still at the same time I am so grateful.. for you.

I owe you my life. I owe you myfucked up writing.

And I'll do anything for you, you know that...
I might be a continent away, but I'm still here if there's anything.
But, really, how is it that you can meet someone this amazing through internet?
I do feel like I'm cheating fate,
but if we fuck up our lives with the help of new inventions,
we should be able to fix it too, right?

No, I know, that made no sense.
I'm still only half awake and might regret writing this once I'm a little smarter,
but for now,
this (letter. it's so long, that i might just size it down a tad...) will stay, okay?

I love you, my dearest, one and only, coffee-table porn buddy.
All the olives in the world wouldn't cover the love.
You should know that you make my life so much better...

Thank you.

Sincerely yours, Youdon'twannaknow.
:arms:

PS; yes, all this had to be written, akkeh...?

...i'm gonna have to leave a comment on your profille about this.. because it was so damn good, that it might be a really long one!...

fuck...

just fuck....

amazing.. just sheer amazement when i first started reading this i thought i was'nt going to like it but hell..

you got me hook line and sinker... when really why shoud this surprise me by now... this always happens...

arghhh... just brilliant

LOVE IT!