Ur short story is very touching. I can relate to the girl. I use to feel exactly like that everyday I would doubt myself and my appearance and it was exurciating to go to school watching all the skinny pretty girls get the very attractive boys attention. My family never been there so I did turn to suicide at one point of my life. I took pills, drank alot, smoked, and even started cutting. I did this to numb myself. But one day I looked at myself in the mirror and I saw my baggy eyes, messy hair, the scar that were down my arms and the atmosphere that I was suffocating myself in...I had to stop it. Cuz I should just learn to be myself n love myself for who I am. N all I am doing is harming myself mentally and physically. So I searched for something to set me free from the darkness within me and I did when I started writing music. Everyone is beautiful inside and out and u should live for urself. Everyone in special and unique. I know things can be hard but it's true when they tell u stay strong cuz something good well always come to u in the most amazing n mysterious ways :)
November 11th, 2011 at 09:25am