This is ever so good to come out in writing and talk about your/ someone's best friend in "WITHOUT LEXIE". I am so sorry to hear about her loss in your writing. It is such a great shame to lose a friend and / or family member. In the past, I recent had lost one of my aunties with the big 'C' and it was ever so tragic to know about it, love.
Still. Chin Up and keep looking forwads !!!!