Adoration - Comments

@ violetshade
I don't like to say never, I just don't like getting peoples hopes up - I do have some old fics floating around that I didn't finish so who knows, but it's unlikely I'll write A7X again, though I will always hold a special place in my heart for my boys. Bratt was my life once, and they're still my sandbox

@ Brian Haner Jr
You are so very much more than welcome! It's heartbreaking, for me, that ya don't write the guys anymore, but I absolutely understand! I will have to check out your stuff on Ao3 sometime, because you're a great writer and I can't even imagine your stuff fivish years after the stuff I've read! Thanks for sharing, I will be reading soon!

@ violetshade
Thanks for reading my trash haha I still write, just not on mibba anymore, and sadly not for these beautiful lads anymore - at least not since my last post on here. I'm on Ao3, but I only have a few things on there and they are vastly different to what I've written and posted on here.

https://archiveofourown.org/users/RyloKen/profile

That's me if you're ever interested in seeing my newer stuff :D Thanks for sticking with the stuff I have on here, it's good to go back and see just how far I've come and how my style has changed, whether for good or ill.

Damn, your romantic stuff is so good!! It's so gushy and perfect and I can't stop sighing and laughing and 'awwwing'. I wish you still wrote stuff, but just know that I will be happy to just be thankful that you ever did!!! Uh, this one is soooooo goooood and so oh my god sweeeeeeeeeettttt!!!!! Thank you!

I meant to comment on this earlier but got distracted by Dean Winchester's face XD

This is so good, I really enjoyed it! As I do all your stories I laughed and 'awwed' at Jimmy getting his little family of ducklings, so cute! And he's their mommy! Aww, little Johnny getting his girl, bless the little gnome I wish there was a witch like that when I was in school, I could have done with a little of what Zacky got haha.

Awwwwww! Brian's dream was to have a little baba! That's adorable! You should always listen to a witch though boys, she could have quite easily turned you all into toads

No, no Matt, what are you doing?! You can't just leave them! Get back here now! *shakes fist* I've probably said this a thousand times already but, Brian would make the best pregnant man and the best mommy ever!

Now I'm all sad, Matty come back! D: they need you! Brian needs you to rub his poor swollen ankles and feed him pizza at the same time!

A kitty hat? More cuteness! though I shouldn't be surprised XD

Baby has good taste! Pizza and chocolate, yes please! :D hahaha, the way you write just gives me the best images in my head, you make me laugh so much! XD

“I’m sorry if someone’s given you wrong directions or put you up to this but I have three pizzas to eat and if I don’t get to it now, my unusually kind offspring will start kicking my insides, or worse, start making lists of what parts to carve out and sell on the black market.”


Oh my god, cuteness overload! Brian drawing little hearts onto his belly and talking to the baby, so cute I might cry!

Take it, just please don't sell me to some baby smuggler!" LOLOLOLOL!

I love your Brian so much, he reminds me of something or someone, a cartoon character, I don't know my brain isn't working but he's just so feminine and it just works! Haha

I love the little cards and clues, as grand romantic gestures so, this one is up there with the best of them! I'm assuming a certain hulk of a man is waiting at the end of the puzzle?

Yes! My poor Brian, come live with me and our millions of cats, I'll look after you! :D



There are waterfalls coming out of my eyes right now! Matt's speech.. Beautiful, you have such an amazing way with words. Sassy Brian making me laugh despite still crying haha. Matt making me cry harder when he started to cry. All of these emotions! Gah!

Sweet baby Jesus, I don't think I've ever read a more romantic and heartfelt proposal, damn you woman I'm crying fucking rivers now! XD

Buts that's okay, cause Brian's little speech has me laughing again! I LOVE YOU BRIAN! XD

“I've got no fucking dignity left! First my tits leak all over us and now I’m pissing myself.” oh my Johnny Christ, I laughed so much I nearly wet myself too!

Aww I had a feeling the little old lady that gave Matt the house was the witch! I really loved this, I'm emotionally exhausted, my thumbs hurt from typing to much and I'm in dire need of a cup of tea, signs of a good read! Haha. I apologise for the word explosion, I'll stop now before my phone shits itself XD

Another one to add to my favourites list :D

Awwwwwwwwww, quero a continuação com o bebê deles ='(

Ha its funny because i always make the comment on how if i ever have a baby i would think my water breaking is pissing myself and ehre Brian is thinking that very same thought i always say...I love this story its soo good and sappy and I also love how matt knew brian was in labor.

@ Austin Ashby
I hated highschool, so if they were my best years, I'm screwed. It was a miserable time of my life. Hopefully you'll enjoy it more than I did but if you don't, at least you'll know you've survived the shit. (Hopefully you'll have better luck with getting your guy than I did, he never saw me as anything more than a friend, so far as I know Don't waste your chance.)

I think in that situation, you have to realize, being that you're only 14, your mums probably trying her hardest to keep you under her wing before you completely leave the nest and become your own person. She means well but she's not going about it in the right way. If it really does bother you, sit her down and tell her, she can't change if she doesn't know how it REALLY affects you. You can argue and show your displeasure, but she'll just take that as average teenage snark. Parents can claim they know their kids but most of the time, they know nothing about them unless the kid speaks up.

@ Brian Haner Jr
I think eventually I'll just stop talking to people. Especially the people that use me. And with school only getting harder by the day, I won't even have time for aquaintances. The only time I have left apart from sleeping would be with my real friends. Which isn't a lot of time. I have to use the breaks & three day weekends to my advantage. Because I'm always scrambling to turn stuff in on time. I don't really put up with bullshit now anyways. If someone's being a bitch/dick, I'll tell 'em straight. Because I don't have the time nor patience to dance around someone and let their bullshit fester. Na uh. (Luckily we still get to see each other, but we have to plan all of our get-togethers. We're always talking, though, over text, but still talking. It's nice, for now. Once he gets a steady home & a license, I think we'll hang out a lot more often, even if I have to do homework at his house or wherever we go. It's probably too soon to say I'm in love with him, but I definitely love him. As a close friend. A best friend. Maybe more, but I haven't really experienced the romantic relationship with him [or anyone, really], so I can't tell for sure. It's not like I have any good examples of real love, anyways.)

Ughhh I'm so jealous of you. Like, seriously. I want a cat soooooo bad. My mom's the same way. Maybe not partying, but definitely having a social life. She's all about me having friends and making high school 'the best years of my life', but, honestly, high school shouldn't be the best years of my life. If they are, that's tragic. Because I know I want better college/early twenty years. I probably won't party or even have that many friends, but hanging out with close friends & the ability to do things I truly want to do without my parents say, it'll just lift tons of stress off my shoulders. I'm always bending over backwards to please my mother, and yet she's never pleased. It's just a ton of shit that I don't want to do but do anyways because I know she's done a lot for me & I know I give her a lot of shit, too. But I'm starting to notice my mom's not liking my choices on style or opinions on life, too. I have a sweater that's grey and all it says on it is 'KILLER' on big, bold, black letters across the chest. One day I was going to wear it to school, and she said, and I quote, "I really don't like that sweater. Can you put something else on?" I made sure to show my annoyance, but put another sweater on.

@ Austin Ashby
I used to be like that, people only wanted me around because I was fun, but then shit hit the fan and I went 'bad' and I didn't care for being used anymore, then we moved and I got bullied everyday for not being from Tassie and it just sucked. As I got older, I started to realize I didn't need people around me. Then I got to college and it was like "I hate everyone." and now I'm solitary in just about everything. The less people you have in your life, the less bullshit you have to put up with.(I know what it's like to have a close friend as your super-crush too. I was deadly in love with one of my close friends for three years of school and it only died down a little because when we left school we never saw each other again. I'm still in love with him even now and it's kind of pathetic )

I've got the cat, the laptop and the comfy place and I gotta tell you, it's a pretty good life. I know what it's like not to see eye to eye with your mother. he's always on my ass about going out and partying, 'being young while you're young' but I just have no interest in that and she doesn't understand that. I'm not a people person, I don't care for wasting my money on booze and getting drunk and forgetting my morals and standards. I'm just not social. Don't let her push you around, or push you into doing, or being, someone you're not.

@ Brian Haner Jr
I think the only reason I get invited to parties now is because I'm fun, not because I'm anyone's friend. Like, this year, we have tons of group work (which I hate) & I've noticed that no one really picks me to be their partner. Which is fine, I don't mind, but what bothers me is that they'll talk to me all day long like we're friends & I'll make them laugh and stuff, but, when it comes to more 'serious stuff', I never get chosen. But it doesn't bother me too bad, because I know I do the same things to them (talk to them like we're friends when we're really not). One of my two friends doesn't even go to my school (he also happens to be my super-crush ) & my other friend who does attend my school isn't in any of my classes. Sigh.

Yeah, I've never really been out of my state (which isn't that surprising. I live in Alaska.), so this trip is really exciting for me.

I think on the outside I'm an amazing people's person, but on the inside, deep down, I just want a cat, my laptop, and a comfortable spot & I could be fine. Give me a small apartment & a stay-at-home job with a cat, and I won't ask for anything else. Seriously.

Once, before I had a password on my laptop, my mom had got really, really angry at me, and I was pretty scared she was going to take my laptop. Thanks to paranoia & overreacting to everything, I deleted all of my story ideas from my documents. (I really, really, really hate the idea of my mom reading my writing, especially my fanfiction. I have theories that she's a bit to really homophobic, so seeing her daughter write about boys kissing & being in love is not something she wants to see or frankly something I want her to know about me.)

So now I have a bunch of story ideas all in my head. Luckily I figured out how to keep my stuff password protected (it hadn't really occurred to me that I might need one of those until that day), so I'm a bit more reassured. But I still can't write with other people around. Or at least in the range of seeing my screen. Ugh, paranoia.

She leaves next year for college, and I think my brother is going to move out soon, too (he's graduated), so it'll just be my mother and I. Which is good and bad. If we move to a smaller place, there's a possibility I could get a cat (the place where I'm at now doesn't allow cats or dogs). Bad, though, because my mother and I have never been eye-to-eye on things. Especially lately, now that I'm growing up & getting my own opinions on things. Like my future. I want to do the things that make me happy. Which doesn't really include college. Or staying here. And possibly never coming back.

Ugh, dreams.

@ Austin Ashby
I never got invites to parties or shit like that. Probably had something to do with me never having friends but oh welly haha.

Oh cool! Have fun and enjoy yourself! :D

There's only two types of people in the world, and I hate them both. haha. I only have one friend in real life and I can't really talk to her about anything overly personal because she a) just doesn't understand, b) is close friends with this bitch I hate with everything in me and c) is next to never around. My best friends are all in America XD

My evil plan is working? I counted the stories I'm working on the other day, unposted and posted, and I've close to forty.

Yeah that would suck pretty bad. My sister is five years older, so when I got into year 7, she was in year 12 and everyone knew her and all her friends pretty much just instantly started calling me "Allison's little sister." It sucked and it was probably one of the things that made me go so rebellious. But then we moved to Tasmania and well, no friends, no one who knew me. It sucked all over again haha. I love my long hair, but it's annoying when it's summer because it gets so hot and when I'm sleeping. I swear my hair tries to kill me haha. As someone who's done hairdressing and worked on productions for hair, trust me when I say, longer hair is easier to work with and you can do more with it. Especially if you need to do specific styles. I had to do a french twist and had to practice practice practice. I tried to do it on all hair lengths but when it got to my mums, who had shortish hair, nope. Did not want to work at all It depends on how short you mean. If it's a pixie cut then nope, nothing can be done with that haha.

@ Brian Haner Jr
Invites for anything always make me happy. Maybe it's because I'm very destructive & blunt about many things, and it tends to get parents to not like me, thus I never get invited to sleepovers or birthday parties

My Christmas this year is a school trip with the Drama Department to New York during Spring Break. I'm super excited. I think I'm more excited for the better possibility of meeting a famous person than the actual trip itself. I'm gonna need to get myself a small backpack that I can carry everywhere with notes I've written them & stuff they can sign. And a camera. Definitely a camera.

Well, of course. People like them are the reason I hate people. In general. Not all people. Most people on Mibba are pretty open minded & cool (like myself, haha). And there are a few people I know that are pretty cool. Though I can only trust my two closest, closest friends with anything personal about me.

Watch, now I'm going to have another story idea that needs to be put out there. Thanks alot. It's not like I didn't have ten thousand others. (Just kidding.)

I think it's a mix between the fact that I didn't want a repeat of elementary school this year (I went to elementary school with my sister, Kylie, & always got called 'Little Kylie'. It didn't annoy me so much back then, but it'd annoy me now, especially because my sister is popular and pretty and nothing like me.) and I didn't want to be like everyone else. Not to mention I couldn't find the time nor the patience to do my hair every morning, so short hair is a lot easier for me (plus I think there's a lot more things you can do with it).

But there's a possibility I did it simply because I wanted to. It was a good decision on my part, honestly. I love my short hair.

@ Austin Ashby
I was so excited when I got my invite. I was giddy as all get out, it was great. I'd waited like, 4 months for it, and was expecting it next year, but nope, got it early and I'm like "It's Christmas Early! YEAH!" XD

I was the same, when I wasn't raging all over the place. The new site is not even half as good as the old one.

It'd be best of course if they didn't copy at all. But yeah it is a nice feeling when they fall flat on their ass copying. It makes me feel better. But I honestly don't think anyone could copy my ideas in my exact way because seriously? My mind is a box of friggen cats, it's all over the place and it's always evolving. Because of this, it's always obvious when some bitch decides to rip me off.

So come up with a plot. Think about what you want to happen to her when she falls through the shower into another dimension. It might just be that those fifty sequels are actually the fifty adventures she takes.

Oh man, I used to hack all my hair off when I was suffering from severe depression. I think it's honestly a mental thing, you don't really understand the reason why, but your subconscious does. I haven't cut my hair for nearing 5 years now and I won't. I adore my hair, it's probably my best feature haha.

@ Brian Haner Jr
I'll check into most likely, it sounds pretty cool! Not to mention just the idea of being invited to a writing website would up my ego by, like, 10%

Having the site change so quickly right after the crash was kind of confusing to me. Because, first, I lost some work & had to repost it (including some layouts I had made). And then the whole site changed, with a new layout maker and just everything different. Needless to say, I was confused for a while. I kind of was just: "....What?"

I think it's best when people do a terrible job copying, though. Because then you're like Haha, you can't even copy my work as well as I write it. Perfect example of why I'm a better writer!

I feel like if I try to revise it, it'll be completely different. Just because there wasn't much of a plot to begin with. And I wanted it to have fifty sequels.

Especially us females who like the band for the band and the music they make. Sluts like them may be a contributing factor to why I cut my hair off. (I haven't really figured out why I did it [if there even is a reason], so I'm kind of thinking about it.)

@ Austin Ashby
The site is pretty awesome. It's still in beta though, which means sometimes it breaks a bit, but that's in the terms and conditions that you agree to when you get your invite to join. You have to be invited to the site XD I know the feeling. One of my stories had heaps of comments and readers and then mibba had it's big 'I'll just shit myself, shall I?' fit and i lost is all and then mibba got back on track, she brought out her and bamn, more comments and readers and it's like "it's obvious the bitch has copied my style and yet people are all oh it's so original! Get the fuck out." And she didn't even do a good job of copying me, her post is terrible.

You got in trouble for that? That sounds like a pretty bloody narly idea to me! You should work out a plot for that and visit it again. Perhaps, like my style/thing is feline-esque characters, yours will be that story. There's nothing wrong with it in my eyes. Jesus, teachers are real shits sometimes, serious.

Tell me about it. And the sluts make the rest of us look bad.

@ Brian Haner Jr
That website is starting to sound amaazziiinggg. Hell yeah, I hate when I post something & then a month later someone else posts the SAME EXACT THING and I'm left with one comment & theirs, like, ten. I'm left angry & confused. Which sucks.

I remember the first 'story' I wrote in fifth grade. I didn't even know that dialogue had it's own new paragraph. It was basically all just a huge block of words. (Not to mention it was about a girl who slipped in the shower & miraculously pressed a tiny button in her shower that sent her to a whole new world. At least I was realistic enough to make her naked when she was there...) Somehow, though, that story got me in lots of trouble. I was a pretty troublesome kid (I'm falling back into those ways again, too. I'm still young, but I mean elementary years, haha) so the teachers didn't really like me that much anyways. But I was always, always writing. I never paid attention in class whatsoever. I don't now, either. What a surprise!

You're just incredibly smart because you've found something that you like writing & works incredibly well because it's so original. I need to find that for me, haha.

It's pretty scary how one band can have so much sex appeal. It just makes it better that their frontman is super yummy, though. But sometimes it's hard to pick out the slutty groupies away from the real fans T 0 T

@ Austin Ashby
Oh no, I think you'd be fine. When it comes to content and such, over there, they don't care if you post blatant porn(so long as it does not in anyway involve real life children) but plagiarism is not tolerated in anyway. Which is why it's so appealing to me, because here, the mods don't give a shit and people get away with stealing and it just makes people like me feel like shit about ourselves and our work. Especially when the copied crap gets more recc. And when someone copies not only content but someones writing style, someones original character trait(ie: for me its Size Queen/Kitty-esque!Brian.[And feline characteristics in all forms of my work] That's my style and no one else does that. So when it's stolen, it's obvious.) it just hurts all the more.

I was a student who didn't believe in homework, slightly because I didn't want to and because I was lazy, but mostly because why should I? If a teacher couldn't teach it to me in class, why should I spend 8 hours of my day there, only to be told to go home and take school with me. If I couldn't get it done off my own back and easily, I didn't bother doing it. I'd rather fail for myself than pass because of someone elses hard work.

I had no idea what sentence structure even was back then, it was gross really haha. My work was so far behind what it is today and I'm still learning. I cringe when I read some of the crap I used to write.

I use my writing as an escape, and I write for others to use my work as an escape themselves. Why the heck would I want to ruin that oasis by bashing on someone purely because they're in shoes I'll never fit. It's not really rational. I'd rather create a whole new world and throw the guys into it, than use a world so many others use for the pure reason of wife-flaming. Excuse me while I sit over here and make the guys fuck each other without having the women existence. Because honestly, in my little bubble over here, the guys are raging gays and proud of it. Brian's proud to be size queen and Matt's proud to have total dominant control over Brian. That's how I roll.

Matt is literally irresistible. lol.

@ Brian Haner Jr
It's a balance thing for me. Since most authority here isn't really enforced, I'm comfortable. I've been having a lot of problems with authority lately, especially since I'm 'a punk-ass teenager with nothing better to do than fuck around'. Authority figures kind of scare me.
So with sites that have strict rules that are super enforced, I feel pressured. Especially if they're writing websites, because I [try to] take my writing really seriously.

But I agree. Being a freshman in high school in Honors where they expect your all in everything you do, it kind of sickens me to see people throw some bullshit together, get an A & a gold star. Then, when I give them completely mine (sure it's not college level work, but c'mon, I'm a freshman.), I get a B and a bunch of writing in red pen.

Ugh.

Didn't all of our work suck? Not to mention I worked from cliches and had no plot. Characters fell in love to fast & it seemed their problems disappeared with a sprinkle of fairy dust. I had too much description of characters & they described every. single. thing. they. did.

It was horrid.

I think what I like a lot about your work is not only the yumminess of it all, but that you don't bring Michelle, Val, or even (in most of the fics) the guys into your work. A lot of people use their fics to bash on Val & Michelle, and I just don't like that. I mean, your fic may be fiction, but those are their real wives. And [hopefully] they love them.

I don't think anyone can resist Matt. Even the most independent women with the highest standards or men just a dominant as Matt can resist that hunk of colorful muscle.

@ Austin Ashby
I wish there was someway we could do that. I've just recently been accepted to join Ao3 and that sites pretty much got lawyers running it. If you screw up, you're fucked. Plagiarizing over there is NOT tolerated, in anyway. Over here, no matter how much you plead, people get away with copying and it's shit. Mod's are in place to stop this, not just "oh it's inspired by not copied, it has to be word for word to count" and sweep it under the rug. Come on, even stupid people are smart enough to change words around and reform a few sentences, shit, how do you think most people graduate? It's ripped off and they don't care, they just want to title.

I remember that red text, I had it once back six years ago when I first posted(TERRIBLE WORK!) and it was riddled with faults and I got reported because my story sucked so bad haha

He can be straight, sure, but when it comes to Matt, nope, Brian's a whore.