November 6th, 2012 at 11:26pm
@ lozzieee wants.
I've never been a fan of fanfiction archives, although my other half made one dedicated to Cinema Bizarre fanfictions and that's, amazingly enough, still going great considering the band broke up nearly three years ago. There was a year-long gap in my Mibba usage, simply because I've pretty much stopped with the fanfics, even reading them. I don't believe I'm superior to the fanfiction just because I'm a published author; I just grew out of reading and writing them. Once you go original, you NEVER go back. Or at least, I did. :P
My problem is that my original's always come out quite bad, except for one, which I'm currently on improving since I wrote it when I was twelve. It was only about 25,000 words at the time, but when I get my laptop unlocked I'm planning on expanding on it. Fanfiction's more of a way to release tension and emotion in a safe way; a creative outlet, as it were. It's something fun to pass the time and take me out of reality when I'm getting a little too stressed. My original stuff tends to be more serious and has more of a purpose, so I find it difficult to carry on with because there's less opportunity for literary abandon haha.