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@ teenagedream91
Either they get a car ride or they don't go. Next week there won't be any strikes, fortunately.
Everything is really different, our strikes here are mostly for economical reasons and the transportation is the bigger one.

@ BlueDreams
I'm guessing a lot of people might not go if they can't find a way to go to school. That just really sucks and they should at least have a few buses running. I mean people depend on those buses and our bus fare over here isn't so bad but it has gone up like 55 cents in the last two years it's not a lot but it's a hassle since the price is unconvienent $1.10 no one really carries quarters haha or change. I hope the strike ends so you can go to class. They never really had a bus strike here. A writer or anima slaughter strike yeah or animal cruelty there was on yesterday and those people got arrested for blocking the entry way for the trucks loaded with pigs.

@ teenagedream91
I know and I understand, believe me.
That's true and I have no other way to get to college. I'm so utterly mad. I love my country but sometimes the people make want to throw punches and I don't believe in violence. Yes, they want to be raised, have better work schedules and so on but the is that it's a bunch of big corporations you know? I haven't gotten my student status yet for the pass, so I had to pay for a regular one and it hurt. It's really expensive. Thanks darling. I didn't go today, I probably won't go tomorrow and on Friday it's a holiday so.

@ BlueDreams
It gets tiring having that all in.
Damn that really sucks. Doesn't it just suck when things that have been your routine suddenly just vanish? Strikes are just crazy. I'm guessing they aren't getting paid enough or something? Guessing here, but hope your week goes better.

@ teenagedream91
I'm glad about it.
Well I'm super-frustrated. This week has been a living hell because of public transportation strikes. I arrived to college 2 hours late and tomorrow they announced bus strike plus train strike, two of my transportation's. I'm just so mad that I really want to stay home. I don't feel like going at all, I feel really demotivated this week.

@ BlueDreams
Thanks. i am just so over it right now. What has been going on with you?

@ teenagedream91
They'll take your time but I only care about you and what's important is that you had the courage to speak up.

@ BlueDreams
Yeah he feared my father when I spoke up. I remember my dad telling me after "you think your so tough now that you have protection of the government you decide to talk trash about." it was pretty bad and yeah they still don't see what they did wrong.

@ teenagedream91
Oh so even he therapy he 'ran away'. Oh for the love, I'm sorry about that my dear. You're too amazing to be surrounded by those two male idiots.

@ BlueDreams
We did go to therapy. Court ordered. Me and my brother went together and he missed a few of them and I got close to my therapist and talked about more personal things. It felt great to unload those things that I carried with me for 11 years then. Then we went to family therapy and pretty much my dad and brother ganged up on me, I cried and never went again. That one was voluntary.

@ teenagedream91
Still? Gosh... maybe he needs to try some therapy. Oh he behaves like an idiotic teenager.

@ BlueDreams
I know excerise relieves stress and he exercises a lot and he's still bitchy. It's like having another sister on her period all the time. He doesn't really destroy things he does stupid stuff like smoking weed, drinking with his friends and then driving to a party. Having the cops being called on him for being too loud and he wonders why a lot of people complain about him. He's just a mess

@ teenagedream91
I know, you deal with it more healthily and probably he doesn't deal with it at all. He puts his frustration out on destructive things?

@ BlueDreams
Yeah it is a long time and he just can't seem to shake it off. I'm not saying I'm healed either but I deal with it my own way and it's not with weed, booze and partying. I don't do stupid shit like that or if I do get drunk it's not that bad

@ teenagedream91
One of those options, indeed.
6 years is a long time, he should be able to move on now.
I can see, both physically and psychologically I guess, right?

@ BlueDreams
Either that or just plain stupid and doesn't know the difference between abuse and love. That's true. we are just all tired of it because he has been going through this phase since he was 13 and now he's 19 and he has more of an attitude now than when we lived with our father. All that pent up frustration that he had is being released and he seriously doesn't know how to control it. If he doesnt' get his way or he tells his ex to give him a ride and she said, you have to say the magic word. he rolls his eyes like he always does and mutters under his breath how she never says please when he does things for her. He does that a lot. always brings it around that other person asking why they dont' do it. So stupid but he came around like ten minutes later asking politely with please. When she asked him if that was so hard, he glared at her. He can be dark, I tell ya

@ teenagedream91
That's horrible. She most be completely in love with him to take it. Your brother is going through a hard face, it's how I see it. He behaves like your father but doesn't recognizes it because he refuses to. There's nothing wrong with that but maybe he wishes that he could do that to, but the only person stopping him is himself.

@ BlueDreams
Nope, he treats his girlfriends the same if he's friends are over just like he would treat me. He would tell them to shut up and that they are wrong and all that jazz my father would say to me. No and whenever I do tell him he's just like our father he gets really offended and starts telling me off saying I'm the spoiled one and get coddled just because I spend a lot more time and closer to my mom than he is. He is the one that is off doing things on his own and doesn't want to spend time with family and I like doing things with my mom. What's wrong with that?

@ teenagedream91
He's not nice to his girlfriend? Oh come on, that's a disgrace! So he's acting like your dad and doesn't even recognize it.

@ BlueDreams
It is bad. He doesn't even treat his girlfriends that nicely either. I have seen him being so disrespectful and it reminds me of what my dad does to me and I am thinking this is the boy that says he refuses to be like his dad yet be doesn't learn from his mistakes. I really do hope he grows out of that and does move out. We don't need that kind of drama. I'm helping around the house while he just irresponsible.