June 28th, 2017 at 08:03am
You've captured the atmosphere of being drunk quite well. God knows there's so many times where I lose time and suddenly end up in a different place with no clue how I got there or where I am. And not knowing what went on the night before? That's definitely been me too! But I feel like her confession that she always remembered the nights but pretended that she didn't had no consequences when it should've. She basically admitted that she acts as if she doesn't remember just so that she can kiss her friend - very manipulative, if you ask me - but said friend doesn't even really comment on it when told about it.
I'm also not quite sure the relevance of Clarity? It says she's her adopted sister but she's talking as if she's Katrina's mother and Katrina's accepting it just like that. It's bizarre and I feel it might've made more sense had a bit more backstory was included to tell us why this interaction occurred and why the dynamic between the two is like it is. It also feels as if you only included a group of friends just to bulk the character number up because there could be no mention of anyone but Katrina and Kristie going out and the story could remain the exact same.
The atmosphere you created of the night out really carried this piece, so it can be appreciated in itself even with the character issues I caught.
In all honesty, I have no idea what I actually read. If that was your intention—to disorient the readers with the drugs and whatnot—okay, you did fine but I really feel like it wasn’t. Besides, if it had been, it shouldn’t have been confusing right out of the gate. I had no idea who these characters were and I feel like you honestly forgot to include a history that I couldn’t just know with the little bit of details I was given. Their dynamic was strange and made absolutely no sense. Katrina claimed to be in love with Kristie, but I didn’t feel any love whatsoever between them—especially such a passionate and unconditional love that Katrina would be willing to sell drugs for Kristie. And once again, because you catapulted me into the deep end with no details, it felt fake and just confused me.
I think you captured the senseless sensation of being high/drunk well, but the story itself was extremely choppy. You jumped from one thing to another messily. The transition from the scene with Clarity to the LSD scene was so rough that I actually had to reread it to comprehend what happened, and even then, I was kind of just guessing anyway. Having to reread multiple things a few times before I could understand what was happening really took away from the experience for me. I ended up just being confused at the end. Honestly, it felt like I had picked up a book that I had only read the summary of and skipped to the very last page. I just feel like I missed a lot.
I do think it’s an interesting concept what with a girl being so in love with someone that she’s willing to help her sell drugs and I think you could do a lot with it, but you should definitely give more detail to scenes and emotions, and backstory.