July 6th, 2017 at 11:19pm
Hey, here as the new judge for the "Do Whatever You Want" contest!
I have to admit, it took me a couple of chapters to get into this but somehow I managed to go through all chapters that are up when I'd decided to only read about five. I know the chapters start off shorter than the rest and perhaps that's part of why it took me a while to feel interested, but it did have an effect for the rest of my read.
The one thing I am very certain of is that I absolutely do not like Faith. She's the narrator so we're stuck with her for the whole thing, but her entire attitude and worship of Mia is desperate and pathetic and people like her I feel no sympathy for. I gather that I should but after a while it just gets tedious - Mia ditches her, neglects her, and this isn't a one-off occasion, and yet she doesn't do anything apart from wallow in her unhappiness. The people who just don't ever help themselves annoy me, and I reckon you did a mighty fine job with conveying that about her. Faith seems to have no drive about anything other than Mia despite the fact that Mia doesn't appear to give a toss about her.
While I loved hating Faith, I must admit that the story itself didn't really hold much appeal for me, and whether that's because half the time it consists of Faith harping after Mia, I'm not sure. So the depiction of the character was a firm favourite, but not too intrigued by the story.
This is definitely an intriguing concept with the whole gang thing. I liked that it was a “clean” girl gang, too. I thought it was interesting that Mia sleeping with Havoc was the only reason the men left their gang alone, but I liked that little touch of them not doing heavier and harder stuff because of the guilt. I’m not sure what to make of Mia and Faith’s relationship at all, especially with Mia just stringing Faith along. It actually makes it infuriating for Faith’s entire life and thought process to revolve around Mia as much as it does. I couldn’t see why Faith would be so obsessed at all.
Your writing tends to get a little choppy because, at times, it feels like you’re rushing and glossing over details but then you have moments where you’re too detailed. Like in chapter nine, that whole scene where Faith is getting dressed is too excessive. The clumsy transitions in scenes and the lack of detail in some areas create this really awkward flow that I can’t get into. I couldn’t connect to Faith or any of the actual story on a whole because I was too confused at times from a lack of detail, like you were skimming. I’m not sure. I would definitely recommend fleshing out your details to help.
Other than that, I do think this is an interesting story with a lot of promise. I like the dynamics you’re creating, although I’m still not sure how I feel about Mia and Faith’s.