I freaking love this story. I feel so bad for Matt bc that has to be a tough spot, but he is right. He can love Lydia's memory and love Brian who is there on human form now!
d'awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...this is going really good and I hope that matt doesnt think too much into brian being there and stuff like that and really thinks about the doctors. but I love how i feel matt's struggle as i read it and how he is slowly moving on. it's really good.